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Saturday, August 07, 2004
Hey all, remember my previous entry when I said that I might be moving to another URL? Well it has come true! I am now located at
fxck.amagad.net <-- (stupid smallsized)
Anyway, thanks for all the support you readers have given when I was parked here. Do continue to give me the same support at my new site! Thank you very much, Iylia signing off from here. *pfft*
Posted at 04:08 am by Iylia
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Monday, August 02, 2004
25. fxck.blogdrive.com [Meaningfullied]
Audio Pleasure: In Flames - Like You Better Dead
Haven't updated for awhile, been pretty busy these past few days fucking around and all. But I'm pleasantly surprised that my last entry hit 10 comments, so thanks to all of you who visit this site and leave your comments. Thanks too, to the people who wished me on my 16th, really appreciate.
Anyway, I've been thinking about this issue for a rather long period of time already, and I'm sure I've briefly covered it in one of my earlier entries. Anyway, it's none other than religion. Yes, religion.
Religion to me is a matter of faith. I do believe that there is a God, but I won't speculate which religion this "God" actually belongs to. Hypocritical of me perhaps? That I am not acknowledging the God of my religion as the One True God, but honestly. I've thought about this a damn lot, really. And I believe that everyone is under that One True God, just that we show our faith through diffrent ways. And when I mean ways, I refer to RELIGION itself. Religion is a WAY. In every religion, there is a God. In some religions, there is more than one God. Sounds irrational doesn't it? But we are merely showing that faith to God, just in a different way. And these different Gods are all actually the same God we pray to. I know it doesn't make sense when you (the reader) reads it, because I don't know how to put it properly, I know my explaination sucks. But this is the best way I could put it, so yeah. Secondly, this issue on religion bothers me much more. In Christianity and Islam, they say that their religion is the one true religion, and that any one who belongs to any other religion is going to Hell. That to be honest, I do not believe at all. Think about it logically, is it fair that you are going to Hell, even if you show a tremendous amount of faith to the religion you were born into? God to me is fair, God to me is understanding. God won't send you to Hell just because you aren't in that one "true" religion. These statements were probably made up by someone who felt that their religion was exclusively the religion that could bring them to heaven, think Hitler, just that there wasn't any Holocaust at all. Tell me, if Christianity or if Islam was the one true religion, would that bunch of eskimos in the arctic, or the tribal people deep in the forests of Africa be sent to Hell? (Assuming that they don't know what Christianity or Islam is) IF it's anybody who is to fucking blame, it's the fucker who distorted the idea of the one true religion, defected and started his own religion himself. But then again, why would God want that to happen? Would God blame us (this generation) for not being in his "true religion"? If I started a new religion, definitely I'm going to Hell. But no, it WASN'T me who distorted the one true religion. I'm not going to go to Hell for just sticking to the religion I was born into am I? At this point of time, nobody knows which religion that ONE true God started. No matter how much evidence one has to stake his claim that his religion is the TRUE religion, I can and will say that nobody has ever ENOUGH evidence to prove it. Like I said, if anybody was to go into Hell, it would be the ones who distorted the true religion, and that would date back to a long long long long time ago, definitely not this generation (1800s onwards? Maybe even earlier). Therefore, I'm just here blogging about how I feel about religion. To end this issue, I'll just quote something I wrote about religion a few days back.
God is merciful, God is forgiving. God will not punish us because we did not follow his true religion, for we did not know which one it is. Therefore it is only right that He does not fault us. We will not NOT be doing any wrong by following the religion we were born into, as long as we have the FAITH. For as mentioned,, God is fair, God is good and God is understanding.
What I said about is what I feel, I'm not telling anybody to do this or that. So DON'T get the wrong idea. Neither do I give a rat's ass if your going to tell me that other people feel this way too. Just stick to your religion, and I'll stick to mine :)
Anyway, with that typed and over with. I forget what else I wanted to say.
So typical of me. Oh yeah, now I do. I'm sad that my mp3 player got confiscated, and I won't be getting it back for 3 months. So I'll just like to make a plea here, if you have a spare mp3 player, MD, Discman whatever that can play music that you can lend. Please please please, lend it to me. I'm dying without my mp3 player, and my MD's totally fucked up. Thank you. At the same time, I will just compile a wishlist, that I know nobody will bother to read or comprehend to, but yeah just a little hope that maybe one of this someone can get me.
1. Franz Ferdinand CD
2. New pair of Converse Sneakers
3. A pair of the new Levis range Jeans.
4. Baggier shirts
5. In Flames Soundtrack to Escape CD
6. Some new stationaries, especially a curved ruler :D
7. Pay for the repair of my MD
*Sigh*. If only if only I could get this all/done. Anyway, before I end, I would just like to say that this might be the last entry on fxck.blogdrive, I might/most probably/definitely will be relocating to a soon-to-be purchased domain, amagawd.net. So yeah. Do continue to visit this site as always though! Thanks! Guess I've said more than enough for this extremely long entry. If there are any typos, or if you have any views on the religion issue that you'd like to bring up OR if you need to ask me for my shoe size or waist size for the sneakers/jeans (Hehehehehe), kindly leave a comment! Peace. (:
Posted at 01:00 am by Iylia
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Wednesday, July 21, 2004
Audio Pleasure : Franz Ferdinand - Take Me Out
Haven't been blogging for a few days, but things have happened, significant things :) Remember my previous entry about my friends, and how I thought they were suddenly avoiding me for no rhyme nor reason? Turns out that this "avoiding" was just part of their plot for my *sob* surprise birthday party! :') Spent Saturday afternoon at Mami's house watching Shrek 2, pretty good show I must say. Then we were supposed to head off from some "surprise" dinner at a "restaurant". Had to wait about an hour for her to dress up before we could leave. In the taxi, she was like asking me to close my eyes, but I couldn't help taking a peek or two, and I realized that we were going back to my place, but I didn't say anything cos' I didn't wanna spoil my own surprise :) So I reach home, and there are my uncles, aunties, cousins... I thought that was more than enough for a surprise, and I go upstairs to change to something casual. Next thing I know? Buncha fuckers come up the stairs and into my room shouting. Fuckers! Rapists! Tormentors! Dementors! Got raped badly by these people who had been avoiding me the past week. It was shocking and surprising, but at the same time great to know that my friends were still there after all :) The rest of the party went on well, thank you all for your presents! Shoutouts to the people who came:
Ariel, Ernest, Wilson, Kheng Huang, Leon, Ronald, Adriel, Wei Chang, Darren, Daniel, Ray, Daryl, Violet, Jobelle, Nicole, Yijing and of course my dearest sweetest Mamibear, who planned this whole thing. I really appreciate what you did okay? And I really really love you :) Also a big thanks to my relatives for coming. And lastly, missed you Aaron for not coming. :(
Anyway, that's about it I guess. Today was pretty uneventful, just that the brotherhood had sushi :) Tomorrow's just gonna be another ordinary day, a day where I can finally play pool. :)
Posted at 10:35 pm by Iylia
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